27.8.10

hello,
life has been pretty good at the moment. my mothers baby, cohen, is great. without his dad and my step dad things get harder though. i also tryed to go 40 hours without food, which didnt go as planned unfortuately. i did 25 hours of not eating and i had 15 hours to go but i don't think my body can take it. i sometimes just don't think im good enough. people do things to themselves and i can't take it. i don't know what i have done wrong for them to do that to themselves. i guess i just have to be by them when they need me. i'm currently in love with music and being introduced to different bands and types of music that i didn't know of before.
be happy, talk soon
tylah